not long up!had bro in law n his fiance over for bottle of win last nite.my bro in law has turned into right misery guts.he wasnt drinking co he says he has ibs!but then again he is a hypochondriac!poor girl was delighted getting out for the night.still i feel honourd that he came over,he didt do anything,he basically sat there n wouldnt even take a cup of tea.dh was in good form he drank bottle of wine.up now with dd,we are on sofa.ivebeen looking at an old school firends photos on fb,he was groomsman at a wedding in oz yesterday.god my life is soooooo slipping away on me.i am not fullfilling my dreams.i want to live in oz,i want to experience mylife in different way.imagine the sunshine , happy.
dont know what we ar going to do today,we are pretty broke so cant really g anywhere or do anything!i cant wait to go on holiday in few weeks.when i think bout the money i worry but we will do it!i know i wont want to come back from there!i never do!
